I-Miss-Him

I talked just if I was talking to him.
U know, I miss him.
My sleeping time at almost midnite-- or over midnite-- always be the hardest time for me, everyday.
When I couldn't close my eyes, my mind just travelling to anywhere to found him.
And it's killing me.
I said that it's killing me 'coz it's really hard, really painful.
I even cannot deal with my feeling anymore....