I Miss My Best Friend

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue

But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight... I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

("Vanilla Twilight"-Owl City)

(I use this song for my cellular-phone ringtone. It makes me cry if I heard this song)

I don't even know what I'm feeling now. Yah, I"m gonna get marry a man whom I love. But I think it doesn't mean that I have to being faraway from another person. I feel like I'm loosing my best friend. I miss my best friend....